10:14 a.m. - 2008-02-26
sick days
Oooo, I'm really quite sick. And I can't seem to stop coughing. The past two and a half days have been horrible! Good thing I don't get this sick that often. I'm off to the doc soon to see if it's influenza. I'm hoping that hubby and son don't get this. I do have to say that it's been so difficult to watch my son alone the past few days while hubby worked. I made that decision because I knew that I wouldn't be able to work at all this week. I've been left with guilt for being snippy and yelling and all around frustrated with Griffyn. He just doesn't understand. He's three! All he wanted was his mommy to be okay and be there for him and play with him. All I could do was lay on the couch. Of course he acted out. In fact he cut the keyboard cord to my MIL's computer, with scissors. Where he got those scissor I don't know. What if he had stuck them somewhere and been electrocuted. I was so out of it. Not good. But now I have a few days to myself to get better and get over feeling guilty. I'm not much liking being such a disciplinarian, but they need it and I'm not so strict. I'm sick and it just makes things worse. And he has to learn that mommy isn't always available. I just want to squeeze him right now...:(
So I'll just get movies and some munchies, play a little Diablo II (RPG computer thingie where you kill monsters. Wicked fun!) and rest. That's it, that's all I have.
