6:02 p.m. - 2007-11-14
Eating the wrong things.
Emotional eating sucks ass!!!!!!!! Life has been so kooky and sad and up in the air, so I reach for the ice cream and cinnamon buns and Doritoes of all things! But they fulfill this longing, if only for a few minutes, after which my stomach goes into some kind of revolt and I feel terrible. It's gotten a little better since Thea died, but with moving, etc., I still am reaching for those gloriously bad items that taste like heaven, and then leave me skidding on the pavement. Oh, drama!
Today started off will enough until Griffyn bit his tongue bad enough to warrant a visit to the doc's office. However, we left the house without me taking a shower but only rinsing the important parts. See, I wasn't going to be going home but straight to work from the doc's office. Griffyn was fine and I wouldn't have brought him in, but G tends to be a little sensitive with these things so I let it go. But now shower left me feeling a little grungy. Plus I got to sleep late and Griffyn woke up at 5:30. At least we were able to convince him to stay in bed for another half an hour or so. Then the clients were emotionally tough today so now I'm completely trashed and am looking for those Doritoes (original thank you very much)...
I'm going home now. Need to be back here a little before 8 am. Tomorrow's work load isn't that tough, but I'm looking forward to only working two days next week!!! Yay, mini vacay!
